Under the soul

I knew I've sinned

Big and a lot

Filthy and lust

Covered bottomed up

But do I have to turn away

From the love of a Merciful God?

I guess that I'm walking too fast

and forgot to take time to realize

On every beautiful little things that surrounds me since I'm not sure when was the last?

I might be running out of time

Or being lost in the vast

Drown in the confusion

Or been sorrowed till too weak to hold those glass

But this is my time

And it's time

Been aware that the risk might biased

But I shall speak the truth

Wake up and wait for the true to unfold

It's hurt but girl, this shall passed

Remember those charm you behold?

"I am a fighter"

And hey, you survived

Put your trust

It's never how you start

But it's how you lasted

The road of a beautiful journey might just about to take its blast

It's not the question of when and how

Again, pray and pray and pray then put your faith on

If it is Him, all those predicaments is nothing at all

He'll save you from rock bottomed fall

Because, in the end

Isn't it sweet to whisper

Hey, we've made it,

all in all.

Inspired to write,

maRsh

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Silhouette and Shadow

One,
Not knowing, care even less,
Those silhouette stares on the pavement,
Just holding on, trying all over,
Survive everything, just follow the rest,
Be as kind at it can, the unsung hero whom it adores best,
Hoping to be one, for it hates the attention,
and unafraid to be forgotten,
Then the backlight goes off,
The silhouette gone from the human eyes
Away for it shall be rest.

But little, only little do know, the silhouette still stay there,
Observing and smiling for what comes may.


Two,
Dim light on,
Appear a shadow,
Dancing happily under the dark starry sky,
Silly moves, yet seemingly fun and unaware,
of a figure with pair of eyes that stare,
along with the smiles and laughs that came after,
Seemingly enjoying the show,
of pure unintentional innocence.
When the shadow realized,it was filled with shy,
And it only took seconds,
for them to befriend.

Yet the figure is real, and the shadow is only a shadow,
That exist in the midst of darkness and light.
Therefore there is time when both seems close,
and some others filled with drifting apart.

Three,
The shadow and the silhouette are two different things,
The realm of reality and illusion,
But nay my dear,
It both exists as real and definite,
For in between,
All needed is a figure and some source of light.
Play with both, experiment with both,
And in times you'll see one of them,
Just one for each time, never both.

Though that, I am the silhouette
and I am the shadow.






Inspired to write,
maRsh

tinta terakhir seorang hamba

apa yang aku tanamkan

hanyalah secebis pengharapan

agar Tuhan pegang erat hati aku dalam apa jua keadaan.

meski bila dunia tidak wujud lagi harapan.

dan tika itu, apa yang kuharapkan agar aku masih melangkah pada jalan kebenaran.

dan bila tiba saatnya, bantu aku duhai teman

peringatkan aku akan dua kalimah syahadah

lalu bisikkanlah ke telingaku akan *empat baris ayat cinta Tuhan.

agar aku redha kembali padaNya dengan keyakinan.

*(89:27-30)

-maRsh '14