Happy Mother's Day

I know I should have posted it yesterday.but yah,who cares.lol
I have a supermom.
Back then,I never saw her shed tears other than this 2 events:
a) if someone passed away.
b)she was laughing out of happiness.
Not even when she stressed out.
Not even when she fell ill.
She's quite stubborn,I would say.
She would stay strong in her way and opinion.
She is firm and motherly at the same time.
She's even firmer with her children rather than her students.=.='
A multi-tasker,nature-lover and risk-taker.
And ya.
I don't know if I could ever be a great mom as her one day.
And I don't know if I am as strong as her.
There's one thing I know.
I love her so much.
You are not perfect,but you are perfect to us.
I know she won't get to read this,but still I'd love to write it.

Mak,
There's a lot in my head that I wish to tell.
There's a lot of stuff I would learn from you,if I still could.
But it's okay.You know what,you just brought out the independent side of mine.
And by observing the less fortunate,you made me even more grateful that I still have you by our side
Yet,we both realize 'it'.
I am sorry if I ever hurt you in any way.
I am sorry if I don't listen to the things I should.
I am sorry if I am not being a good daughter.
I am sorry if I am not capable to help you much.
I wish I could have make you more proud.
Do know that I am still trying to improve myself.

Though things were not the same anymore.

I would love to thank you for bringing me into this world.
Thanks for raising us up.
Thanks for protecting us.
Thank you for caring for us.
Thank you for teaching us,formally and informally.
Thank you for always keep our tummy full.
Thank you for being the best that you could ever be.
Thank you for being our supermom.
Thank you Allah for giving us a mother.

I do miss your cooking...like very much mak.
I do miss you everyday.
And I love you so much.
Even if I don't say it.
I tried so hard.
Though now words seems fail to connect us,but our hearts still do.
I do get worry and distracted easily.
But please stay strong mak.
I know you always are. :')

"Happy Mother's Day Mak.May Allah gives protection and care to you every single moment.And may He gives you the best in Dunya and Akhirah"




p/s:to all my friends that have lost theirs,do know that du'a has no boundaries,always straight and unlimited.stay strong! :)