For educational purpose only. Hiks.

Thanks kepada dua maknusia berkenaan yang merelakan malah menggalakkan daku untuk cucuk lengan depa even lebih sekali attempt. Nebessss baq hangg. But I did it. Jyeahh.

Macehh Haikallllll... Macehh Miraaaa :D

Phlebo mmg need experience and practises.

(T.T)

Kun anta tazdad jamalaa

سأكون أنا، من أرضى أنا، لن أسعى لا لرضاهم

(I'll be whoever I pleased to be, I won't seek their acceptance)

وأكون أنا، ما أهوى أنا، مالي وما لرضاهم

(And I'll be whoever I pleased to be, why should I care about their acceptance?)

سأكون أنا، من أرضى أنا، لن أسعى لا لرضاهم

(I'll be whoever I pleased to be, I won't seek their acceptance)

وأكون أنا، ما أهوى أنا، لن أرضى أنا برضاهم

(And I'll be whoever I pleased to be, I won't be pleased by their acceptance)

*wink*

Just yet?

It's been a while, hye

"Sepasang sayap tak terlihat

Umpama mimpi yang tersimpan

Jadi rintik-rintik hujan

Menciptakan awan yang terpilu"

_NB_

Last year, I've never thought of being in what I am right now.
I've never thought that I'll be losing what I've never wished to lose.

Things changed, things happened.

Anger, depressions, sadness, disappointment come and go.

In one year, there are so much things could happened.

Things that you never thought of before.

Life changing one.

And it is not impossible that in another year,

there'll be things that I never thought I would counter, or lose

will as well happened.

Allah knows best.

And with every difficulties that He put me through, He won't let me alone.

I survived a year.
InsyaAllah I will survive more.

:)

Aching

Sometimes, felt like mak is still here, lying on her bed in her room.
And I keep myself busy with something, so I don't trigger the memories.
To keep smiling, so nobody is worried.
But just now, I'm home alone.
Ayah went to surau for kuliah.
And I passed by the room.
I walked inside, sat on the bed.

Cried.

Suddenly I feel again how ache my heart is.

Mak, adik missed you.
Like no word could ever expressed how much it is.
Kita jumpa lagi nanti, insyaAllah.
;')



Al Fatihah.

sigh,

......because one little touch could crumble me in so many ways.